
Sunday and the liven is easy! I’m glad my room is in a secluded part of the property, because I’m sitting in my room singing Celine Dion at the top of my lungs while stuffing my face with Stacy’s simply naked pita chips…so good. I was going to hitch into town today but it’s been raining on and off and I would hate to get stuck in it on the side of the road. So I think ill stay at the farm, singing, swimming and writing….maybe some laundry…maybe not. It feels good to have some alone time, this week I have come to appreciate time with myself a lot more. I love communal living, but it is so good to get out and spend some time by myself. For some reason this week was a little harder than the others, I can’t tell you why but I felt like being alone a lot more. It’s not anything anyone was doing; I think I just needed time to go inside and feel what I was feeling, and to keep flowing with life. It is beautiful to sit with your feelings and go down to the root of them and express and let them go. This week was pretty quiet but rather busy. Mondays after work all the WWOOFers have to clean the kitchen together, which was so nice because it was disgusting. There was only one boy on the farm so the girls kind of took over and set a new standard for the way things are going to be, which is clean! Tuesdays we have a non violent communication meeting after work. We pretty much sit down as a group with Shiva and talk about our needs, how we are feeling, what we need or express anything we feel. It is so nice that they have these meetings because I honestly believe that communication is the most important thing to keep the peace and happiness alive. On Wednesdays we go grocery shopping as a group, which is an interesting adventure, quite complicated but in the end it works. Monday through Wednesdays are always busy which is fine, but it makes it harder to plan personal outings. On Tuesday I went yoga pant shopping, because I had to cut mine shorter to use as farming pants. My legs were constantly covered in mosquito bites, and I am seriously mean covered. It looks like I have some sort of illness….its gross, but wearing pants and long sleeves when farming has helped so much. On Thursday I went with Isis to Steve Blake’s house to do some work trade on their farm. Steve Blake and his wife are amazing herbalists, so it was an honor to help out. I am trading my work for an herbal database. The program covers thousands of plants, there medicinal uses in Ayurveda, Western, Native American, and Chinese health. It tells you how to plant, grow, harvest and create “medicines” (be it tinctures, lotions, serums, teas, cooking, salves) and so much more. The program is a valuable thing to have. The work we had to do wasn’t even that bad. Isis and I weeded what at first looked like a jungle, but when I was done it looked like a work of art, what can I say, I’m a Libra ;). Friday is harvest day, and every new WWOOFer has to go with Lisa to deliver the product, which meant going into town! I love going into town, I love Lisa, and I got to stop working three hours early, it doesn’t get better than that! It was fun seeing the places that use our veggies, it is so gratifying to see the plants you work with every day go to a good home! When we were in town we got some coffee and lunch and Wes, Lisa and I ate on the beach. I love how everything I have done here so far has involves the beach; this is seriously my home, especially since I’m secretly a mermaid ;). After we got home I decided to meet Steve at the beach, I wasn’t going to hitch hike but when I got to the main road a guy leaving Door of Faith Road asked if I needed a ride, he seemed cool so I took him up on his offer. His name was Steve and he is from Santa Barbra. He was super cool, and I enjoyed talking to him. We talked about all the ways Maui is different from California; there was a lot we could relate to. Most of the people I have met did exactly what I want to do, pack up and move to Maui. Most of the people I know have been here for years and call Maui home. I know this isn’t the case for everyone (my mother loves to remind me of that fact) but for now it really doesn’t matter. All I am concerned with is that I am following my heart and living my truth. Anyways, the beach we went to is famous for wind surfing, which is super fun to watch. I would love to learn how to do it, but I hear it’s really hard, so swimming will do for now. Swimming in the ocean is really healing for me. I feel so connected to nature and to myself when I am with the ocean. I have always felt this way, but it is so much easier to go swimming in the ocean here because it is so close to home and it is so much warmer! After swimming we rented the movie The Beach, I don’t remember how we even got on the subject of the movie but it ended up being really synchronic to our lives right now, so it was perfect. We made dinner at his house and it made me realize how much I miss having a big kitchen and real meals!!! We made stir fry and rice, and it was the best thing I have eaten in a long time. I’m hungry just thinking about it! This weekend felt like a three day weekend because Friday was so easy for me! I kept thinking it was Sunday yesterday and was pleasantly surprised I could fall back asleep when I woke up this morning! Saturday I went to the beach and got super burnt, but it just looks like I am extremely tan. All the effort going into keeping myself semi pale went out the window in less than an hour, oh well.
Saturday night I got a babysitting job, which was great! Things manifest at an accelerated speed on the island. Everything here is more intense, emotions, energy, etc. weather it is positive or negative. Things manifest faster than I have ever experienced, and my Saturday night proved to me I was in flow with the Island energy. On Wednesday I decided I wanted to make some money, and Saturday night I got a babysitting job. Talk about some smooth manifestation. I watch Rowan, the son of one of the amazing women who work here. I ended up only having to watch him for three hours, but I enjoyed every minute of it. Being around children is so beautiful (especially when you get to leave them with the parents after). He was only fussy when I put him to bed but singing to him did the trick, which I thoroughly enjoyed. I also got some time in to journal which was nice. When I got back to my room there was a HUGE cockroach in my trash can. I’m surprisingly not scared of them anymore, but this one was as big as my pointer finger, so it had to go! After he was escorted out of my room I was able to sleep! Today is a lazy day, which I needed. I have done nothing of importance, and I’m about to go watch a movie, the only down side is I ate all my pita chips. I hope everyone had a beautiful weekend, Malama pono.
"And me, I still believe in paradise. But now at least I know it's not some place you can look for, 'cause it's not where you go. It's how you feel for a moment in your life when you're a part of something, and if you find that moment... it lasts forever.." -The Beach